Why?
Why do people let me down over and over again?
People say I'm too “fat” or I'm too “skinny” there's nothing in between them is there? I cry over and over them daily because they left me all because I’m not like them.
I don't have this body so I cry and workout to be just skinny enough for them but they go and say no.
It's this cycle of my body I hate. Nobody say's I'm enough for them so I stand in a mirror and wish I had a body like my “friends” that put me down but claiming they're helping me when they're hurting me more.
Why? I ask myself that daily why am I not good enough? Why am I “fat'' or to “skinny”? Will I ever be enough? Is something I ask over and over I never get an answer to the questions I ask.
Then I met someone. They say my body’s perfect and I want to believe them but I can't because I know it’s a lie. But we meet more and more and they say the same thing again and again I slowly start to believe them.
One day I know I will believe them and know that my body is perfect, but for now he and I will battle my insecurities together, and gain my confidence back.
If anyone ever asks you why? Say because you are perfect.
